I Am The Change In My World: Fill & Download for Free

“Mom, what's for dinner?” I would ask my mom. Now, my daughter asks me the same.I was 48 kgs then and now I am…. No. I don't want to say. *Weeps in the corner*I was carefree, irresponsible and a single woman. I am now a mother, I don't think I need to give more explanation.I lived in Ahmedabad then. I live in Mumbai now.I would pay 15 rupees in an internet parlour and open orkut and check out scraps. Now, I open Quora, instagram and facebook.I would have sleepovers at my friends houses then. Now I have a four year old sleeping over me.I would have my mom telling me how she nearly died while bringing me into this world when she wanted to make a point. I now understand how much she endured and get the point she wanted to make.I would hate sleeping on time. I love every minute of the bare minimum sleep I get now.I would chat with random strangers on yahoo messenger and make friends, I now chat with random people near my apartment to make friends.I was pampered then, two people in my life are now pampered by me.I would go on a ride around the city then, now this city (Mumbai) takes me for a ride!

2015, I pasted a chart and wrote what I wanted in life and was determined to achieve everything on the listI couldn't do a single thing in the year 2015, the chart remained and I saw myself as a failure but I had hope that things will change.In the year 2016–17, I chased my dream, It was quite a journey for me. life was pushing me down twice for every stand I make.I failed GATE thrice before I secured a good rank. I quit my job took a one way ticket to Delhi, stayed in a hostel where I met many travellers and that is where it all began. I travelled till my feet can take no more. I was at sea and on mountains, Inside caves and at beaches, I prayed at temples and sat in dharga, I sat with homeless and I travelled in luxuries.I quit my jobI left home for love of travellingI was brokeI read several books and started writing on Quora, these are my pending booksI did everything on the list except becoming fitI got LASIK done to my eyes, my fitness journey began and I am quite flexible.I have new dreams today, and a burning fire in my heart to lit up the whole world. I will stand again and again.

There are only 222 Enget's in the world.Most of them live in North Dakota, USA. They all immigrated there about 120 years ago from Norway and Sweden. They decided to change their last names to Enget (it was originally Ollieson and Torkelson) for their fresh start in the USA.Knowing how rare we are, I feel proud to bear that name. It's a stamp that I'm North Dakotan. My name is well known in North Dakota. I like that. If I marry one day, I'll be sad to give it up.I am the only Charissa Enget in the world. When I was young, it made me sad because I desperately wanted one of those little license plates or keychains with your name on it sold in gas stations and they never had my name.8 year old me checked for “Charissa" every time and was always devastatedBut now? I love it. I am the only me. When people hear that name, they will only think of me and no one else.The only problem is, I am easily googleable. Every employer, boyfriend, or family member can Google me and instantly find my adolescent YouTube accounts, social media, and Quora answers. There is no hiding anything about me on the internet.