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I am just 16 and I have completely destroyed my life although these problems are existing from only 15 years of age and I think my end is very near to me.Although first I don't wanted to write it anonymous but still I am writing it and main purpose is that no person or teen repeat these mistakes as i did.My addiction of Porn and masturbation is responsible for my distraction.Although at age of 5 or 6 years I was very religious sort of person as I am from india and and a Hindu family. All the old age people or other religious persons as pandits used to like my views a lot. Some people regarded me as a genius right from age of 8 or 9 on my views regarding society and its wrong trends like drinking alchol and others.Years passed in same fashion but with time even at age of 10-11 my mind was getting spoiled by watching these TV shows and bollywood movies especially with sex or rape scenes that they show and in my mind I used to act like hero as he suddenly collapse with a girl walking around and they end in having sex.Still people, classmates, teachers and family members used to think I am very innocent because I don't use to abuse as others instead I used to stop them and my marks were also fine. I was also very leen and low weighted.I was very good in thinking and especially logical thanking that's why I was very good in science and i always troubled teachers my questions right from class 6th.Entry of internet -But my life was turning around as my interactions with internet were increasing so did with porn and other sexual content. First i used to watch sexual or pornogarphic photos on keypad phon on my parent's phone. Started to get erection just at 12 13 years i think may be less..Android and more devations- now with android phone of my parents , I started to watch porn secretly and I found it awesome and also started to read few sex stories also and thought all these things are normally but as internet used to be occasionally because it was too much expensive that time and even 1Gb was at ₹180 hence watching porn was also occasionally.Cricket and success-> I used to love cricket as any other child in india and after watching 2011 world cup I also wanted to be a cricketer and I was also very good in cricket and I had joined academy at age of 14 and i was a off spinner and i was very good at at and use to bowl almost 80% deliveries in right area just after training of few months and studies were also awesome as I got 96% in 8th class.Entry of jio-> As now internet was unlimited and we had got a free jio sim with LYF phone so I used to use the internet whole day although at starting i don't use to see porn daily but in ending of 2016, I had almost started to masturbate daily in early morning while I use to watch porn in night or some other youtube video regarding similar content on topics of porn , adult jokes, sex scenes of hollywood and bollywood etc.More success in cricket and studies-> In 9th class I got 9.4 Cgpa and my parents were happy as I was doing good in both fields and also in cricket as i was playing with players of lot more age than me and I got frequent man of the matches.Addiction took over me-> Now I had started to masturbate twice or thrice even and I used to watch porn atleast for 3 hours daily and use to search weird things on internet regarding porn and started to have lustful feelings for women in society and thought everything is natural.Bad effect on studies and sports->Study->as it was my 10th class so scoring marks was very important but as I was busy in porn always so i could conectarte on studies and always had porn playing in mind so before studying I had masturbate again to keep my self concentrated but i could not because soon after that i started to feel lack of energy and problem got worse around Boards as could not ge up on time and can't prepare for marks and just got 83.8 % in boardsBad effects on health-> Due to over loss of semen my body could not produce other useful things and i started to have serous problems like back pain, low vision, lack of energy, fatigue, hairfall , nightfall, dhatu rog, premature ejaculations, loss of precum and other white fluid while sleeping etc.Cricket-> As i had lack of energy so i could not practice that hard and started to feel tired very quickly and it looked impossible for me to give my 100% and as I told with such problems i had to left cricket and my coach thought i did this due to my parents pressure as i had poor marks.Discovering My dhatu rogIn nov 2017 just at age of 15 i come to know that i have dhatu rog and i am lossing my semen while urinating and any strong physical exercises. Daily when I get up I feel notice some white fluid which is bot semen but something which come due to morning wood or sexual arousals while sleeping. Write from this time i am thinking to commit suicide.Very bad boardsDuring boards I started to stay home thinking that i will prepare but instead i was still watching porn even I had know that i have dhatu rog . Usually I start to watch Porn from 12 am in night to continuously till 4 am to 5 am sometimes And 2 days before exam of SS i did the same thing and similarly for maths.Now i have try to do many things to get rid of my diseases and bad habbits as meditation amd different ayurvedic medicine but always i have failed .Now. I am in 11th and opt the medical. My health is too much bad and I have turned into a fool and can't do any physical work and my weight is too low , dull face, frequent fever dhat , nightfall , indigestion , pain in body and other and i don't think i have any future.Please don't do these things before its too late. Never engage in porn and other things before it become addiction otherwise you can also fall in similar problem as i am