Release And Acknowledgement Of Risk In Loving Memory: Fill & Download for Free

Self-awareness is what made me acknowledge this question. The awareness that you are not at balance is the sign to release the trauma energy and let go. The knowing that something or someone is hurting you because of fear, neglect, doubt, confusion or overall trauma in the situation or circumstance is the first step of acknowledging that the connection needs some time off…Surrender to the Inevitable. Release and let go…It takes a lot of practice to finally master the art of detachment. It took years and numerous separation before I finally grasped the true meaning of it. It is the awareness of how much my ego loved and hated my twin's toxic ways and the fact that I allowed myself be entertained by the drama of it. The way I was triggered - to me it meant this connection was something else. The way I pursued him everytime he ran, was fuel for me to chase his energy more.Very well played indeed. I didn't know better back then. But several traumatic separations after, finally, the ego helmet is gone, and the false mask fell away. I saw what was really happening beneath all the facade. I went looking for the magician behind the galactic curtain of this truly magical connection. I went looking for the Source. And when I looked within, I found all the answers. I found it was in me all along. I was the answer. And God showed me the way…through my twin.Closing the door on the past, I have no regrets to be honest. The whole dynamic led me to a path where I recognized my false self, and got reintroduced to my true soul. Some people call it cognitive dissonance, I call it self-recognition, self-love, self-mastery. I realized I can only understand the other's way by mastering my own unique self. That I don't need to be putting myself at risk of losing my very essence altogether for the sake of keeping a relationship or another from falling apart. I say, let it crumble to dust, and let us start all over again. We are bound together for all eternity - why hold unto our past attempts to hold us back from building our foundation anew?Now I understand why people choose to have amnesia when they go back for another shot at this, at another lifetime here on Earth. Imagine carrying all those past memories of failed attempts at union in each lifetime. No wonder it is so painful when it happens again for the nth time. Imagine the soul crying from all those failed attempts - the devastating feelings, the remorse, the gruesome pain of it - the layer upon layer of trauma brought upon by us giving up each time. The guilt and shame of past karma plus - let's not forget all that ancestral karmic baggages brought upon by generation upon generation of pain in your bloodline. It is a herculean task of purging those energies carried over in your very DNA, in your soul's history.So transcend and heal your energy. Liberate your soul from all these pain and suffering. Let your soul be free from all this worldy attachments. Breathe my dear soul! You deserve all the love that you are giving to others…Now that you are aware of this, be grateful for yet another chance to finally redeem your soul, to clear all those karmic baggages, and finally ascend to your soul's path back to God. You are constantly being reminded to remember who you really are. Don't let this chance get away one more time.Love your twin as you love yourself. Give him that chance to heal in this separation, so that finally you can be ONE once more…Help each other in healing that ONE SOUL that we have by compassionately accepting each other thru the pain of all our illusionary separations in the 3D.We are all the same in our goal here. LOVE and ACCEPT each other for all our darkness, and let the goodness outweigh the bad. That's all we need to do. Bring that Heaven back to Earth by healing as ONE.

Personal growth has been associated with growing pains. The physical changes being self-evident while the emotional changes aren’t that easy to see. Some people deliberately stifle their emotions to prevent the sorrows causing them despair. So many associate falling in love as a form of temporary insanity as the preoccupation takes hold more and more. The risk-taking of love is to become vulnerable while at the same time hoping for something wonderful to happen and for it to stay happening, too.:Since life doesn’t offer many people guaranteed happiness, we can expect our great expectations to wither on the vine, so to speak. Whether it’s for family or friendship or romantic relationships we know we must work at these to safeguard them. We can’t always keep the juggling performances going. We can see terrible changes happening over time or turning up so suddenly that we doubt whatever blessings we ever had together.:Personal growth is sometimes based on wisdom that others provide from Holy Bible quotes or philosophers. Sometimes it’s just calculating what our responses could lead to. The making of lists of pros and cons or simply writing prose to get some of our hidden feelings out there beyond us and into the open, even if that means sharing these with strangers.:If we read self-help books or study motivational teachers or preachers, we can glean something now and then. It’s what the Holy Bible terms as here a little, there a little. So the more we draw near to the wisdom that’s out there it would seem we’re more likely to face up to reality that would otherwise destroy us partially or totally. In essence, knowledge is power, faith is power, self-belief is power. We make a stand and stand by our actions. We admit our failures and acknowledge our successes. We give thanks to others and say credit where credit is due.:But the loss of a relationship is different as it draws away from us a part of ourselves. We become less than we once were. This is a common theme for those who miss someone who passed away or has become distant, perhaps even living in a different country. The missing the kissing is one thing, but the relationship that once was is no more. So how to let go. That’s easy. You let go. There’s no way to let go if grasping the memories every day. You can’t forget until you forget.:If you play scenes in your mind now and then and respond with what if scenarios then forgetting isn’t going to happen soon. It’s why some say that to fall in love with someone new means forgetting someone old. Your mind is motivates to focus on the current hopes, dreams and aspirations. Even your finances become involved with the buying of presents or paying for joint days or nights out together.:But moaning and groaning responses can’t make letting go the way forward. There are those that live in the past, those that live for the moment and those who live in hope that something will turn up. So it’s what we do with the moment that could lead to momentous outcomes. Just like turning off a tap of emotions splashing everywhere and the tap stops pouring these out. A few drops then fall down until no more drops can fall. The tide has turned. The damage ends. We move on. Time compels us to respond to the moment as the next and the next. Time doesn’t stand still, so why should we?:God doesn’t want us to remain as we once were and being constricted by our emotions. That’s why healings of the emotions and deliverance ministries exist, just as much as psycho-analysis sessions exist. It’s also why comedy shows help shake off our cares and our woes. Or we ask God to intervene in our lives to grant us release and peace. It’s why lives have been changed by forgiveness, tolerance, self-discipline and all that love permits us to be. Yes, we’re stronger together but we don’t stick around forever. We’ve got a learning curve along life’s journey. We’ve got good days and bad days, too. So get back on track, Jack, as they say… Don’t keep singing Paul McCartney’s song YESTERDAY as if that can heal your emotions. Sing bright and breezy sings when you are on the way to recovery. Because life is worth the living, the giving and the loving…:denismartindale—-co—-uktinyurl—-com/denis-martindale-poetry:

Short answer: Because Guy was very determined, and for a lot of Kakashi’s life, Kakashi’s main positive influence. And Kakashi has always been a source of inspiration for Guy. They’ve been through a lot together and understand each other better than anyone else.And also because they just have fun together.Very Long answer:I’ll go through a summary of some of their history. They go way back, so this’ll be long.Guy’s been interested in Kakashi in some way since the very, very beginning.Guy pretty pointedly glances at Kakashi while they’re walking out of the academy with the entrance exams, so he caught Guy’s attention.Kakashi and Guy got off on the wrong foot at first.Kakashi belittled Guy and said he never expected Guy to be able to enter the academy in the first place, and Guy answered “Thanks for cheering,” which is Might family language for “Screw you.”Despite that, even then there’s no animosity. Sakumo recognized at a glance Guy’s potential, and he told Kakashi to take note of it as well. It also established that they’d already noticed each other during the entrance exams, so there’s a mutual fascination there already. Also interesting, this is the first time Guy had ever been shown to use his dad’s words the same way Duy did. We see a lot that he doesn’t understand Duy a child, but when it came to Kakashi, he suddenly understood Duy perfectly.The next chronological scene we see of them is Kakashi rescuing Guy from two grown men who are either chunin or jonin. They’re beating up Guy, and Kakashi rushes in out of nowhere and furiously takes them both down to save Guy. This reads like that scene with Naruto and Hinata, where Naruto ran in to save Hinata from bullies and gained her eternal admiration, except these bullies are bigger and stronger and Kakashi is completely successful in beating them. Kakashi scolds Guy for letting them insult Duy and not being able to fight back to defend himself, and Guy is very emotional from the whole thing.So even before they were classmates, Kakashi and Guy were something.And when they both enter school, Kakashi is Guy’s mark. He’s Guy’s vision of strength, he’s the obstacle Guy wants to get stronger than, he’s the one Guy pays attention to and challenges, he’s the one Guy thinks is the most amazing thing in the world.When Guy does get in as an alternate, he still finds himself failing a lot, and when he does, he frequent looks to Kakashi, who pointedly ignores him. But Kakashi doesn’t do what every other classmate of Guy does. Kakashi doesn’t laugh at Guy, he does jeer at him. He ignores him. And Guy focuses on that much more than he focuses on the taunting. When he’s sulking and exhausted, all it takes is Kakashi walking past and not sparing him a glance, and suddenly, Guy’s motivation is back, and he gets back to training.And Kakashi notices. Kakashi, who usually just walks past without even glancing at Guy, stops and stares and just watches Guy do hundreds. It’s probably here that Sakumo’s words start to make sense to Kakashi, that Guy works so hard that he might actually surpass Kakashi if given the chance.And it’s after this that you notice Kakashi starting to put just as much work in his training. Kakashi inspired Guy, and Guy, in turn, inspired Kakashi. They don’t want to lose to the other.Their rivalry “officially” starts after they’ve both graduated and Guy reintroduces himself and challenges Kakashi to a competition, saying they’d be perfect rivals. Kakashi brushes him off at first, but Guy tries again and again and again.This leads to Kakashi willingly coming outside to stare at Guy’s dick at one point.But eventually, Kakashi agrees. And Kakashi wins everything Guy throws at him. He tells Guy to know his place, and Guy begs him to keep fighting him, because Guy wasn’t finished and he wasn’t bellow Kakashi. And Kakashi sighs and willing continues going along with it.That’s when Kakashi and Guy officially become rivals, and it’s the first time where,during their fight, Kakashi acknowledges that Guy really does have an immense amount of raw power and enough skill in taijutsu to brag about.So, they inspire and acknowledge each other.And it’s more than that.There’s this scene, which occurs sometime after this, where Guy is embarrassed of Duy. The only person Guy feels like he can go to to talk about this problem, is Kakashi. And Kakashi listens. Guy already feels comfortable confiding in Guy and Kakashi listens.Kakashi takes him seriously and gives him good advice here, that he thinks Duy is the coolest shinobi. He genuinely moves Guy and helps Guy have a change of heart here.Kakashi and Guy both lose their single dads in their childhoods —Kakashi much younger than Guy —so they can relate to each other.This isn’t about Kakashi being a goalpost anymore, Guy genuinely likes Kakashi by this point, and Kakashi likes Guy enough to humor this conversation at all, which is pretty unusual for a pre-Obito’s-death Kakashi. They already mean something to each other and are closer to each other than they are to most of their peers.They’re a part of each other’s daily lives. Kakashi just sort of gets used to Guy appearing out of nowhere for a challenge, even when he’s with his team.And then, life gets worse.Obito’s death changes Kakashi, namely the way he shows his emotions and interacts with others.When Guy is sent on a mission with Kakashi and Rin during the war, Kakashi blows up at his reckless plan and makes it very, very clear that he doesn’t want to lose Guy, just as Guy makes it clear that he’s willing to die for Kakashi.When Guy still disobeys his orders, Kakashi actually praises him and says he thinks Guy did the right thing. People who don’t follow orders are scum, but people who abandon their friends are worse than scum. And Guy has shown Kakashi, without question, that he’s willing to go against orders if it means protecting his friends. This is something Kakashi admires in him.So, they fight together, risking their lives and having each other’s backs, until they’re exhausted, and Kakashi’s only thought is, “I want to keep Guy safe, no matter what.”Kakashi “chakra exhaustion” Hatake cares about Guy so much that this is the mission where Kakashi cut a lightning bolt in half. He did that specifically to protect Guy.At this point of the story, it’s well established that Kakashi and Guy are both willing to die for the other.Then Rin dies, Kakashi joins ANBU, Kakashi becomes closed-off and tries to push everyone in his life away. And he can’t push Guy away. Guy won’t let him. Guy will never give up on Kakashi.Guy repeatedly greets Kakashi or invites him over for dango, and Kakashi repeatedly ignores him. Guy never stops asking, and it’s made very clear that out of all their peers, Guy is easily the one most concerned about Kakashi’s mental state and how he’s coping with the loss of Obito and Rin.And to be clear, he’s not coping well. He’s jumpy, he literally has PTSD nightmares, he breaks down sometimes. Guy sneaks up and tries to hug Kakashi are one point, and Kakashi reflexively puts a kunai to his throat because he thinks he’s being attacked by an enemy. Kakashi releases him as soon as he realizes it’s Guy, so it’s clear that he doesn’t hate Guy, he’s just not coping with his situation well. And this doesn’t scare Guy off, it makes him even more determined to help Kakashi, because Guy insists he knows Kakashi well enough to know that this is not who Kakashi is.Kakashi’s still the one Guy’s happy to run to with good news. As soon as it’s announced that Minato will be hokage, Guy is the one to rush to tell Kakashi, and they attend Minato’s inauguration together.On a mission, Kakashi tries to use chidori and freezes up from a PTSD attack,And Guy is the one who appears and rescues him.Guy is the one who runs to Kakashi as soon as the fight is over and checks on him when he collapses and faints. Guy is the one who’s always there to watch out for Kakashi.Kakashi gets even more distant once he joins anbu, but Guy’s still consistently there for him. Guy says it’s because he knows Kakashi too well, and he knows Kakashi has a passion and a light that he’s suppressing in his rush to die in anbu.Even in his anbu years, Kakashi doesn’t full push Guy away. He and Guy and together and bantering on the night of Kurama’s attack, before things get bad and after. Kakashi even smiles at Guy here when he reacts poorly to Guy’s suggestion that they play rock-paper-scissors again.And when something happens and they’re ordered to evacuate, Guy refuses at first, saying he wants to singlehandedly try to take down a tailed beast. Kakashi emphatically tells him to calm down and not be hasty.Kakashi still likes having Guy around on some level, even at at his lowest. They still hung out. They still did challenges. Over the years, they racked up over 100 challenges, so throughout all of this, Kakashi is still humoring the rivalry.And Guy wishes he was around more. After Minato’s death, Kakashi got even farther, so Guy begged to join anbu in order to be with him again. He’s “Kakashi’s partner”.Then he sees the sort of things Kakashi has to do in anbu when Kakashi has a mission that intersects with one of Guy’s. And Guy is honestly shocked.And Kakashi does seem somewhat shaken up that he showed that to Guy. Later, when he’s talking to Yamato, he suddenly mentions that there’s a darkness in ANBU missions, and then he says that it’s always been there, so it’s odd for him to be saying this suddenly, now that Guy’s seen him at his darkest.Kakashi and Guy apologize to each other later, Kakashi for what Guy had to see and Guy for calling out Kakashi’s name.But when that fails, he petitions for Kakashi to be removed from anbu instead. He argues this position for years.He eventually succeeds, and that’s how Kakashi becomes a teacher. Guy probably saved Kakashi’s life, or at the very least helped stop him from spiraling even further.There was a lot of drama going on around these times, but there were lighter moments, too.Kakashi was wish Guy when he first saw a young Lee, which was around this time in the timeline. Kakashi even poked fun, saying the Lee reminded him of a “certain someone”.And Guy has shown his students Kakashi and talked a lot about their rivalry to them. They’re still doing challenges. They still acknowledge and each other and skilled equals.During the chunin exams, Kakashi and Guy seem to be at odds, but in the context of their relationship, it’s really just playful banter, except during the Lee vs Gaara fight, when Kakashi is genuinely mad. That’s how you know the rest is playful banter, because Kakashi and Guy act completely differently when they’re seriously at odds. And notably, the thing they’re at odds about is the gates. As mentioned before, Kakashi really, really doesn’t want to lose Guy. It becomes pretty clear over the course of the story that Kakashi sees the 8th gate as what will probably take Guy away from him.Even so, after the argument, Kakashi does apologize and feel genuinely bad that Guy had to watch his student get hurt like that, even if it’s made clear that Kakashi’s feelings about the 8th gate haven’t changed.He sincerely cares about Guy.Now’s a good time to mention, Kakashi and Guy work together perfect in battle, and trust each other enough to fight back to back.They fight in sync, they can finish each other’s sentences, they bring out the best of each other on and off the battlefield.They have been saving each other and giving each other backup ever since they were kids, when Kakashi was the first to rescue Guy way back when.And Kakashi does seem to genuinely enjoy and have fun with the rivalry. He has a lot of fun messing with Guy and getting a rise out of Guy, and he is still competitive and doesn’t want to lose to Guy, so you can tell he’s trying in their competitions. It’s why Kakashi run the race and the eating contest. He cares about winning these challenges and getting serious when he faces off with Guy.This is the dance of two men who are very into these contests.When Kakashi looks back on his life, he’s happy that he always had Guy’s continuous support no matter what, and he openly admits to Guy when Guy suggests that their rivalry might have to come to an end. Kakashi loves his rivalry with Guy. He doesn’t plan for it to end or want it to end.They can be open enough with each other to have heart-to-heart conversations, despite both of them being pretty private with their feelings. They can be silly enough with each other to do the most ridiculous competitions and have fun. They trust each other’s skills and devotion enough to fight together perfectly on the battlefield.Before the war, Kakashi was asked if there was anyone he trusted implicitely enough to be his right-hand man during the upcoming war.And he chose Guy. Guy is the person Kakashi trusts the most implicitly.During the war, there are many, many instances of Kakashi and Guy having each other’s backs, rescuing each other, bringing out each other’s skills, fighting back to back.Kakashi is visibly shaking and devastated the second he realizes that Guy really is going to open the 8th gate, something he’s been dreading for years. He ultimately does what he can to support Guy in the fight, but he’s still undeniably sad at the thought of finally losing Guy. His entire life with Guy passes before his eyes.In the New Era, with the weight of the war off their shoulders, it’s even clearer how well they get on in retirement.Kakashi and Guy just openly laugh together. Kakashi is open about how much fun he has with Guy. He happily talks about all the memories they’ve made and he makes it clear that he’d do anything for Guy.When Guy was doing his rehabilitation, he didn’t let Lee or Tenten see his moments of weakness, but he let Kakashi see him when he was trying and failing to make his body work the way it always has, when he was breaking down in tears of frustration.And when Kakashi is fulfilling his sillier life-long dreams, Guy is the one he wants right by his side as he visits Icha Icha movie locations. Guy is happy just to see Kakashi happy, and vice versa. They can just genuinely laugh and be silly around each other, now more than ever.And wheelchair or not, their rivalry is still going as strong as ever, as is their banter.They provide each other something that no one else can provide either of them. A chance to be themselves to a degree that they rarely get to be. A partner they can trust and rely on for anything and everything. Someone who deeply, deeply cares and relates to them, who knows everything they’ve been through and has been through it with them.Guy is still the person Kakashi trusts to back him up on missions, and Guy is the person in the world who Kakashi would choose to go on vacations and travel the world with, and now, Kakashi is the one actively being there and trying to alleviate Guy’s pain and suffering.Kakashi said himself that he would do absolutely anything to heal Guy’s leg, and in response, Guy told Kakashi that all Guy wants to do it continue being by Kakashi’s side.When the dust clears, they just genuinely want to be with each other more than anything else. No one else has their backs like they have each other’s backs.